we all fall down
When i started this blog, i had the best of intentions of keeping up with it as often as i could.......then life got in the way. It's so easy to say i've been busy, but i have......too busy?, well probably not, but busy none the less.
It really amazes me how time has the ability to rush right past you, and at times can seem to come to an all together freeze. This makes me think of that Adam Sandler movie 'Click'....silly little movie....but has a moral to it i suppose. Although, there are times when i wish i had a remote to fast forward or rewind or pause my life.....gosh wouldn't that be great. I would FF through hangovers, boring conversations, gyno visits and my period....rewind to great laughs, the carefree times of being a child, and spending time with my grandmother, oh i i can't forget all the times i said something stupid, i'd rewind those moments and say something better. i'd pause magical moments, like passionate kisses, sundays that i wish lasted forever, and the last time i saw loved ones that have since passed. I guess thats the beauty of life, there is no remote. We have to go through life knowing that there is no moment that we will have again. That all the things we go through in life, whether good or bad, make us who we are. Actually i'm not sure how i feel about that....do all the good and bad moments really make us who we are??? How does enduring a heartbreak make us who we are? How does having someone you love taken from you make us who we are? Why do some people go through so much suffering in life, while others seem to breeze right through it with a perma smile on there face? wow, why am i getting so deep? I guess bottom line, is that life happens...time keeps moving on, shitty things happen and we all fall down. I'm so glad that i have you to help me get up again.
It really amazes me how time has the ability to rush right past you, and at times can seem to come to an all together freeze. This makes me think of that Adam Sandler movie 'Click'....silly little movie....but has a moral to it i suppose. Although, there are times when i wish i had a remote to fast forward or rewind or pause my life.....gosh wouldn't that be great. I would FF through hangovers, boring conversations, gyno visits and my period....rewind to great laughs, the carefree times of being a child, and spending time with my grandmother, oh i i can't forget all the times i said something stupid, i'd rewind those moments and say something better. i'd pause magical moments, like passionate kisses, sundays that i wish lasted forever, and the last time i saw loved ones that have since passed. I guess thats the beauty of life, there is no remote. We have to go through life knowing that there is no moment that we will have again. That all the things we go through in life, whether good or bad, make us who we are. Actually i'm not sure how i feel about that....do all the good and bad moments really make us who we are??? How does enduring a heartbreak make us who we are? How does having someone you love taken from you make us who we are? Why do some people go through so much suffering in life, while others seem to breeze right through it with a perma smile on there face? wow, why am i getting so deep? I guess bottom line, is that life happens...time keeps moving on, shitty things happen and we all fall down. I'm so glad that i have you to help me get up again.
